the one who understands me;)

salam,
dear diary,
during this hard time.
i kinda think about mybuddies.
azimah,mirahan,waniearshad,adreanna,aiesya,
deejah,p-qa,aida,.
almost everybody.
they understands me well.
i couldnt live withot them
and believe they dont betray me.
like the ONE did.
hurm.,too much thorny pathways in friendship.
why?why?and why?
please answer me.
if friends is for happiness,then why am i soo
sad right now?
my heart was teared thousands times.
but i believe in god's destiny though.

so,
no conclusion here.
you could find it yourself ;))

'i need you back!!!!!
please.
forgive me. 'thats before.
but.i've decided.
i'll stop my tears.
i dont need you in my life,pompuan!
im stronger.
women cries not because they are weak.
its because they has been strong for too long.
and i believe it.
bye bye backstabbers.
do whatever.
i'm not afraid.
stop hoping that i would bow to you.
no way!

never!in youre dreams sucker.